I was always quite upset and very sorry. But I never felt responsible until I saw you again. I understand now that I can’t feel just a part of it. But a complete, responsible party. I am so incredibly sorry. For what I did to your family and what I took from you, as well. I don’t know what sort of monster I allowed myself to become. That is not who I am. That sounds all wrong and doesn’t make any sense but I know you understand. You did it too and that is not who you are. I am so sorry. They say with time, all wounds heal. And I thought I was all healed up - I’d hoped you were too. Then I saw you and I just don’t know. I am so very sorry.
Friday Sep 9 @ 09:25pm